Resolve

I keep making things I don’t like.
I keep making the same mistakes.
I keep wondering if I should switch mediums/brushes/supports.
I keep going to the art store and spending money on stuff I don’t need.
I keep sitting on the couch and pushing off going downstairs to paint.
I keep seeing jaw-dropping work from amazing artists on social media.
I keep wondering if I will ever be able to create beauty.